"What a treacherous thing it is to believe that a person is more than a person."

ND Tunes | D'arline by The Civil Wars

When Margo Roth Spiegelman beckons Quentin Jacobsen in the middle of the night—dressed like a ninja and plotting an ingenious campaign of revenge—he follows her. Margo’s always planned extravagantly, and, until now, she’s always planned solo. After a lifetime of loving Margo from afar, things are finally looking up for Q . . . until day breaks and she has vanished. Always an enigma, Margo has now become a mystery. But there are clues. And they’re for Q.Printz Medalist John Green returns with the trademark brilliant wit and heart-stopping emotional honesty that have inspired a new generation of readers. -Amazon

Dear Blue,

I finished it! I finally understand what Margo Roth Spiegelman means to everyone!

I spent all summer trying to finish this book (and believe me, this is in no way, evidence that Paper Towns is a boring novel). It's just been one of those summers of noncommittal reading. I also started a book club of sorts with a lovely girl when we both discovered our love for YA...she actually lives around the corner from me, believe it or not. I had recently started Paper Towns, and she had begun a reread of the same, and we both decided that it should be the first of many books in our makeshift club. But you know what happens when you have an obligation to read...it lays dormant at the bottom of my bag, ignored for other novels, left on my bed when I meant to pick it up... Either way, the important part is that I finally finished it during the past week.

Paper Towns by John Green is about Quentin Jacobsen and his unparalleled fascination with the adventurous and enigmatic girl next door, Margo Roth Spiegelman. More importantly, it's a story about a journey towards truly knowing someone.

Everyone has a Margo Roth Spiegelman in their lives. That one person that almost seems mythic in their conception. Floating just above the mundane nuances of everyday life. Any time I surrender to a fevered crush, I look at each guy as if he's the single most fascinating person on the planet, and everything from the velvety tone of his voice, to the sound of his dress shoes on the carpet carries some form of poetry. And then one day, I walk into the communal area on my job, and watch as he nervously sops up steaming coffee frothing over the edge of his styrophone cup, and I realize he wakes up just as disgruntled on Mondays as everyone else does.

One of the most eye opening facets about this novel is how it reveals the ideas we have about people. Fantasies that we often choose over the real thing because it can be more fun to piece a person together like a paper doll, than to deal with someone of flesh and bone with feelings, emotions, and a host of flaws. This is the thing I think I love about John Green the most. He has the ability to make human again the person once untouchable. It's a lot of fun to read novels where the main character attracts that seemingly unattainable character, but it's gold to observe an author turn fantastical ideas on their heads, and make real life that magical thing we all should seek after.

I'll say that I wasn't as moved by this novel as I was by The Fault In Our Stars, but that doesn't diminish the truth it holds, and I recommend that you read this novel at least once.

Also, if you've read Paper Towns, you know how strongly Walt Whitman's Leaves of Grass pulses through it. I've never read any of Whitman's work, but John Green has inspired me to jump in. Who knows. Maybe I'll highlight passages and leave it for someone special to find.

 Hugs and Love, 

 Britta

Book Review | Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher

Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a strange package with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers several cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker - his classmate and crush - who committed suicide two weeks earlier. Hannah's voice tells him that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out why. Clay spends the night crisscrossing his town with Hannah as his guide. He becomes a firsthand witness to Hannah's pain, and learns the truth about himself-a truth he never wanted to face. Thirteen Reasons Why is the gripping, addictive international bestseller that has changed lives the world over. It's an unrelenting modern classic.

-Amazon

I must be in the last of the Young Adult book bloggers who had yet to read, Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher. It has become a modern classic on the subject of suicide amongst teens. This novel has taken me through an emotional ride, exposing emotions I had no idea I had on the topic. It is a novel that stays with me.

First off, I think the premise of a person leaving behind tapes explaining why they committed suicide is both fascinating, and partially disturbing. But Jay Asher expertly executes this aspect of the story, raising it to the level of a page turning suspense novel. I found Hannah Baker both frustrating and profound. I loved the authority I sensed in her voice as she 'pulls the strings' in the lives of everyone on her list. At times, especially the beginning to middle of the novel,  I wondered if her reasons for taking her life were valid, but this is where Jay Asher is a clever, clever guy. By the middle to end of this novel, I discovered that, perhaps, Asher wanted me to go there as a reader, only to bring me to the place of truth that no one can gauge valid reasons for someone else. What may come as no big deal to me, may effect someone devastatingly. Each person encompassing Hannah's 13 reasons felt very symbolic of those sides to human nature that we all should be wary of. They are lessons on how not to be lackadaisical  with the people around us, and how our actions affect others. The middle to ending portions of the novel really affected me, as  Hannah spirals downward.

The only portion of the novel that I wasn't as affected by was Clay's character. I sympathized with Clay on some levels, but I found him a bit like a caricature. Almost as if his character, could have been any of the people listed as reasons in this novel. I wanted to sympathize with him more. I also found myself challenged by Hannah's reasoning for having him on the tapes. Clay's story, however, is a wonderful example of how to be more proactive towards those around you, especially those who show warning signs of deeper issues.

Bare in Mind: Thirteen Reasons Why may be triggering for those who suffer from depression and suicidal thoughts. It also contains some adult content, profanity, and disturbing scenarios.

Thirteen Reasons Why thrilled, challenged, and rendered me speechless at times. It's a novel that, even after two weeks, I'm still thinking about, and wanting to reread to gain further insight. It makes me wonder how often it is that we never truly understand someone until it's too late. I'm sure that this novel will, and is changing the lives of both those who deal with these issues, and those who observe it in others.

              

I give Thirteen Reasons Why 4 out of 5 cups of Dr. Pepper.

P.S.- If you, or anyone you know is experiencing depression, or thoughts of suicide, please don't believe that no one cares. If you are willing, there are so many people out there who want to support you, love you, and spur you on. I know whatever you are going through feels like it can swallow your world, but I'm telling you that it gets better. And if you're going through bullying, I can totally assure you that you that it gets better. If you need to have a chat with someone, the folks at 1-800-SUICIDE (www.hopeline.com) would love to help you, and show you that there are so many people out there rooting for you!

Deuteronomy 31:6 (NIV) - "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid nor terrified because of them , for the LORD your God goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you."

The above is the most real truth I know. God is, and if you let Him, He'll come in and give you a life you never thought you'd ever experience. I say this, not as someone seeking to force Jesus down your throat, but as someone who was bullied, and if it weren't for Him intervening in my life, bringing wonderful people into my life, giving me gifts, and most of all Himself, I have no idea where I would be. If you would like to chat more, please feel free to email me at noveldays {dot} com. 

Book Review | If I Stay by Gayle Forman

The critically acclaimed, bestselling novel from Gayle Forman, author of Where She Went, Just One Day, and the forthcoming Just One Year. In the blink of an eye everything changes. Seventeen ­year-old Mia has no memory of the accident; she can only recall what happened afterwards, watching her own damaged body being taken from the wreck. Little by little she struggles to put together the pieces- to figure out what she has lost, what she has left, and the very difficult choice she must make. Heartwrenchingly beautiful, this will change the way you look at life, love, and family. Mia's story will stay with you for a long, long time.

-Amazon

This summer, I hoped to tackle novels that have been so highly recommended that it's a shame it's taken me so long to get to them. After reading Just One Day, I just knew that I would fall in love with If I Stay as well. The premise of having an outer body experience is pretty fascinating, so I thought that the novel would be jam packed with insightful quotes about life, love, and music (as Mia is a cello player, and her parents former punk musicians).  

I found myself drawn into Mia's voice and her interactions with her family immediately during the first chapter. But unfortunately, as the story progresses I found myself becoming a bit bored. I hate this feeling, especially of a writer that I truly love. I wanted to fall in love with this story so bad. I felt for her situation because I know that it is dire, but I wanted more of an emotional connection with Mia, her family, and the other characters. I did love reading of Mia and Adam's relationship, but I wanted more of them as well. I also loved reading about Mia's experiences developing as a cello player, and all the other musical bits of the novel! I'm a sucker for musical bits in any novel! But all around, I found certain parts to be a bit redundant after a while. 

Bare in mind: If I Stay contains profanity, some sensuality, and disturbing scenarios.

If I Stay by Gayle Forman promises a compelling story full of heart, and although I caught twinges of heart, I wanted more. That being said, I'm actually really excited to read the sequel, Where She Went! I remember seeing Where She Went when it released in bookstores, and wanting to purchase on sight, until I realized it's a sequel. I can't wait to delve into that one, and I hope it delivers more of the heart I expected in If I Stay. I'm also looking forward to seeing this adapted into a film, starring the lovely Chloe Moretz!

                                 

I give If I Stay by Gayle Forman 3 out of 5 cups of Chai Tea Latte.

Book Review | Between Shades of Gray by Ruta Sepetys

A moving and haunting novel for readers of The Book Thief Fifteen-year-old Lina is a Lithuanian girl living an ordinary life--until Soviet officers invade her home and tear her family apart. Separated from her father and forced onto a crowded train, Lina, her mother, and her young brother make their way to a Siberian work camp, where they are forced to fight for their lives. Lina finds solace in her art, documenting these events by drawing. Risking everything, she imbeds clues in her drawings of their location and secretly passes them along, hoping her drawings will make their way to her father's prison camp. But will strength, love, and hope be enough for Lina and her family to survive? This powerful tale of heartbreak and hope is sure to haunt readers long after they finish the last page. 
-Amazon

Between Shades Of Gray is unofficially one of the most profound novels that I've read this year. Ruta Sepetys pens a novel which is hauntingly reminiscent of Anne Frank,  yet on the opposite side of the coin. I humbly admit that I had no idea that a forced removal of Lithuanians took place before Hitler rein. I consider it an honor to have read a novel that aims to tell their stories, especially in Young Adult fiction.

This novel is told from the perspective of Lina, a young fifteen year old artist, and opens on the night that she and her family are taken away from their home. From that moment, Lina, her mother, and younger brother embark on a heartbreaking and tiresome journey that tests the very fabric of their family, and their fellow people. Lina is portrayed very effectively, a beautiful mingling of hope and confusion. There are moments that I truly wanted to shake her because of her seeming selfishness, yet, it all comes from her desperation to find her father, and make it through this time of testing. I adored her mother. She is such a lovely symbol of hope and strength. She and Lina's younger brother are two characters that lift this work from being completely heartbreaking to having great faith amidst often tragic difficulties. 

Andrius is also a wonderful character to experience. I loved the dynamic between he and Lina, the challenge they pose for each other. Lina and Andrius develop a subtly profound romance in the midst of such dismal realities. I loved every minute of it. Ruta Sepetys has a beautiful way with infusing hopeful moments that almost make every struggle they endure worth it. Nothing is completely hopeless, because many of the characters that Lina and her family encounter look to small yet profound ways of keeping their love alive.

The only thing I found that I loved and hated about this book is the ending. To those of you who have read this novel, did you experience the same need for more closure? Nevertheless, this does not detract from its profundity.

Bare in mind: This novel contains some violence, and disturbing scenarios.

Between Shades of Gray embodies many of the great autobiographical accounts of genocide. Even as a work of fiction, before long, I came to see Lina, her family, and friends as real people, thus making Ruta Sepetys' desire for this work a reality. It was a truly powerful and moving story that I'm sure will continue to intrigue many for generations on!

I give Between Shades Gray by Ruta Sepetys 4 out of 5 cups of Prince of Wales tea.

Falling For You by Lisa Schroeder Book Review

 Affection turns to obsession—and love means both devastation and redemption—in this gripping novel from the author of I Heart You, You Haunt Me. Rae’s always dreamed of dating a guy like Nathan. He’s nothing like her abusive stepfather—in other words, he’s sweet. But the closer they get, the more Nathan wants of her time, of her love, of her…and the less she wants to give. As Rae’s affection for Nathan turns to fear, she leans on her friend Leo for support. With Leo, she feels lighter, happier. And possessive Nathan becomes jealous. He’s not about to let her go. And with danger following her every move, Rae must fight for the life and love she deserves if she’s going to survive.

-Amazon

When I discovered that Lisa Schroeder would release her latest novel in prose, I was delighted to experience a new side of her work. Falling For You was a wonderful start to the New Year, especially since my local Barnes & Noble thought it fitting to release it a few days before it's release date!

Falling For You is the story of, Rae, a young woman who longs so much to live the life of an ordinary teenager, but is stuck in an often neglectful, and at times, abusive household. All Rae wants us to know what it is to be wanted...to be loved. Along her journey, she meets Nathan, who could be the guy of her dreams, or yet another set of steel bars of which she cannot escape.

This story is an incredibly moving story of what it means to break free. Rae's journey is, at times, a heartbreaking one, but I loved that she does not embody a victim. She has insecurities, doubts, and issues as anyone in her position would, but she never comes across as someone to pity. This inner strength that Rae cannot see in herself made me wish that I could jump into the pages of this novel and help her. Lisa Schroeder brings us a story written in prosaic style, but I also loved that her poetic streak is not left behind. Rae uses poetry to express all of her dire experiences. This aspect of the novel seems to lighten up the heavy subject matter in a way that's inspiring.

Schroeder's portrayal of Nathan is spot on! From his opening scenes I found him creepy...a brilliant example of the kinds of guys all women should stay away from. But what I most admired most about Schroeder's novel is that she views this from all angles. Abusers are not cast in a completely ominous light. She made me wonder what experiences caused them to become an abuser, and understand that as much as they can be disliked for what they do, they are in need of as much help as those they abuse.

Cue the curtains and welcome the beautiful, Leo, to the stage! Leo is a bright light in Rae's, dark world. There is not a single of Schroeder's hero's that are not the very definition of a dream guy. Imperfect little Hersey Kisses of awesomeness. He's quirky, hilarious, and artistic. But more importantly, he see's Rae, and wants more than anything to support her. To brighten her day in such tender ways.

Lisa Schroeder's supporting characters bring a lot of depth to the plot as well. I enjoyed 'meeting' all of Rae's friends, coworkers, and those she meets along the way. It's simply beautiful that even as Rae has a lot on her plate, her sights turn to others...how she can brighten someone else's day.

Falling For You by Lisa Schroeder does not shy away from the harsh reality of abuse. There were scenes that took my breath away. But she does not tell a bleak tale. Hope laces the spine of this novel, and it will, no doubt, leave you inspired.

Bare in mind: Far From You contains profanity, violence, abuse, and disturbing scenarios.

I rate Falling For You by Lisa Schroeder 5 out of 5 cups of Irish Breakfast!

Lovely, Dark, and Deep by Amy McNamara Book Review

 A resonant debut novel about retreating from the world after losing everything—and the connections that force you to rejoin it. Since the night of the crash, Wren Wells has been running away. Though she lived through the accident that killed her boyfriend Patrick, the girl she used to be didn’t survive. Instead of heading off to college as planned, Wren retreats to her father’s studio in the far-north woods of Maine. Somehwere she can be alone. Then she meets Cal Owen. Dealing with his own troubles, Cal’s hiding out too. When the chemistry between them threatens to pull Wren from her hard-won isolation, Wren has to choose: risk opening her broken heart to the world again, or join the ghosts who haunt her.

-Amazon

When I walked into Barnes & Noble, I was stunned by this quite beautiful cover, and knew I had to have it in my  library. More particularly, I find I love novels written by poets, as the prose is something of an enchantment. Lovely, Dark and Deep, is the story of a young girl learning how to live again after trauma, and I had a pleasant experience with a little disappointment towards the end.

First off, I have to say that Amy Mcnamara is a beautiful writer. The way she describes the wintry forest that surrounds Wren is inviting and magical. It made me want to experience it for myself. I loved how this environment seemed to mirror Wren's mental state. When she felt as if she were coming out of the haze, the snow around her carries Christmas joy, but as she dips between happiness and grieve, it becomes a cold, lifeless shell. I've a weakness for writers who discuss other authors/books in their own, and McNamara supplies us with a great group of poets whom Wren connects with. This novel is steeped in art, as Wren is a photographer, and her father is a renowned artist. One of the profound questions I gathered through my reading is, how does an artist find other outlets when the very thing they turned too doesn't seem to pulse anymore?

I enjoyed reading Wren's experiences with grief, and her growth process. Mcnamara describes this realistically, and I could sympathize with her ups and downs. There were moments that felt so haunting, it reminded me of The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. I didn't see Wren's surprise secret coming, and it added all the more to the impact of her fragile state.

Being a sucker for good romance, I melted when Cal came into the picture with his genuine care and attention towards Wren. The chemistry they have is pretty awesome. But as the novel progressed, there were times I felt a bit suspicious of him, especially after one occasion (which you'll know when you come to it!). There were moments where I felt I wanted more from them, as if perhaps they could have been further fleshed out. Cal and Wren seem to move at a steady pace one moment, and then so fast that I felt a little worried. Perhaps this is simply the movement when two people are both dealing with traumatic issues. I also felt that I wanted a bit more time focussed on Cal and his issues. I felt that his own situation was wrapped up a bit too easily...especially by the end.

Bare in mind: Lovely, Dark, and Deep contains disturbing scenarios, sensuality, and profanity.

Lovely, Dark, and Deep is a partial New Adult book. Lets support NA Authors! It is a beautiful portrait of grief, and I do recommend the experience.

I give Lovely Dark and Deep by Ann McNamara 3 1/2 out of 5 mugs of Tazo Chai.

Kippa Picks: All Things Different by Shawn Underhill Book Review

Late in the summer of 2005, starkly independent Jake Thornton was on the verge of turning 16, expecting little more than his driver’s license in the fall, and the continuance of the quiet life shared with his father. So when 14-almost-15 year old Sara moved in next door and began vying for his father’s attention, Jake wasn’t exactly thrilled, and couldn’t quite understand his father’s motives for allowing it. But certainly he never anticipated the dramatic shift their lives would take as a result. As the summer fades and autumn takes over, friendship between the two teenagers begins blossoming into a bond, until fate steps in once more, threatening to tear them apart as quickly as they’ve come together. The decisions that follow, and the emotive tale that results, opens Jake’s eyes to the simple yet life altering truth, a truth that Sara has understood all along: that love—not the feeling but the action—is the most powerful force in the world. -Amazon 

Review Copy Provided By The Author 

 All Things Different  by Shawn Underhill, is a novel that has surely taken me by surprise. I could never have predicted that I would be so emotionally connected to its characters, or that they would have experienced all that they did. All of these things came together for a fantastic reading experience.

All Things Different is the story of a sixteen year old named Jake, who's life with his father is knocked on its head when 14 going on 15 year old, Sara, moves in with her mom. Jake is, at first, challenged by Sara's presence, and how she has managed to sneak into his father's heart so quickly, but there is only a matter of time before she awakens his heart both to love and demons that no child should encounter.

I can't tell you how much this novel grabbed hold of my heart. Firstly, Shawn Underhill is a beautiful writer. The way he evokes Jake's relationships and how they grow through scenic descriptions of the land around him is beautiful. There were only some instances where I found passages to be overly descriptive, nevertheless, I have a weakness for beautiful description. This novel is told, mostly in Jake's POV, and it put me in mind of a host of iconic heroes like Huck Finn or Tom Sawyer, who longed for the peace of a lone raft in a lake.

In terms of Jake and Sara's relationship, Underhill practically coins the notion that less is more. Observing Jake open his heart to Sarah over the course of the novel is delicate, realistic, and organic.

Sara is a lovey character to experience as well. She is lively, and girly, as any young woman of this age, but she also carries with her a haunting maturity because of her experiences. Underhill effectively depicts Sara's more hesitant, vulnerable side so believably. There were moments that were uncomfortable to read, as Sara reveals her fears to Jake, and this is a testament of Underhill's talent of evoking emotion powerfully. I also enjoyed Jake's father, and his tender relationship with Sara and her mother. He's such a wonderful example of who a father should be.

Bare In Mind: All Things Different contains slight profanity, and disturbing scenarios (allusions to assualt).

All Things Different is such a delightful surprise. It's refreshing, and also heavy at times, but its depth will grab you. It will take you through a coming of age journey of love, healing, and growth.

I give All Things Different by Shawn Underhill 5 out of 5 mason jars of sweet tea under the shimmering night sky.

Wanderlove by Kirsten Hubbard Book Review

It all begins with a stupid question: Are you a Global Vagabond?

No, but 18-year-old Bria Sandoval wants to be. In a quest for independence, her neglected art, and no-strings-attached hookups, she signs up for a guided tour of Central America--the wrong one. Middle-aged tourists with fanny packs are hardly the key to self-rediscovery. When Bria meets Rowan, devoted backpacker and dive instructor, and his outspokenly humanitarian sister Starling, she seizes the chance to ditch her group and join them off the beaten path. 

Bria's a good girl trying to go bad. Rowan's a bad boy trying to stay good. As they travel across a panorama of Mayan villages, remote Belizean islands, and hostels plagued with jungle beasties, they discover what they've got in common: both seek to leave behind the old versions of themselves. And the secret to escaping the past, Rowan's found, is to keep moving forward. 

But Bria comes to realize she can't run forever, no matter what Rowan says. If she ever wants the courage to fall for someone worthwhile, she has to start looking back. 

Kirsten Hubbard lends her artistry into this ultimate backpacker novel, weaving her drawings into the text. Her career as a travel writer and her experiences as a real-life vagabond backpacking Central America are deeply seeded in this inspiring story.

-Amazon

Wanderlove by Kirsten Hubbard is simply one of the best books I've read this year. It'll go down as one of my favorite books period. I can already hear you thinking, 'Wow, really?' Perhaps even becoming critical, as I know when someone tells me something like this, I'm ready to crack into a novel with the whip to see if it lives up to these grandiose expectations. But, in my book, Wanderlove exceeded my expectations. 

It wasn't the novel that I thought it would be, and I can't even truly explain what I thought I would get from it. You know that feeling you get when you're reading a novel that could add something to your life? I got that whilst reading this book, and the last time I got it, was during The Fault In Our Stars by John Green. 

Wanderlove takes you on Bria Sandoval's journey through Central America, and more, the journey of learning who she is, both as an individual, and an artist. It's a journey that is as unpredictable as the very  Central American Jungles themselves, but is so worth it.  I could relate to Bria so much during this journey...her self doubt, battling to break free from boxes that are self imposed, as well as thrust upon her, and her desire to to experience a life changing adventure. This novel deals with subtly heavy themes of manipulation, mental abuse, and abandonment, but is still lighthearted, and has that 'summer' novel feeling. These bits of heaviness added a greater intrigue to the novel that makes you fall in love with Bria, and those she meets along the way. 

During this trip she meets, Rowan and Starling, two siblings who are veteran backpackers. Bria and Rowan form an unlikely friendship, and I loved every moment. Even though it can seem predictable what happens between these two, I loved that Hubbard made it a bit unpredictable as well. Their friendship grows so smoothly and realistically. Rowan has his own demons he's running from, and it is shown in every step he makes as he travels. I couldn't help but admire his seeming self sufficiency, and bravery to want to experience every aspect of the culture around him as a local, not a traveller. I was very drawn in by his passion for diving. He brings out Bria's adventurous side, and helps her to see that it's fine to be afraid, but not to allow it to stop her from taking chances. He also helps to reaffirm her artistic self. I loved Starling's personality. She's fiesty, fun, and unwilling to live life on the sidelines. She, in a way, gives Bria this unique opportunity to seize life right in front of her, and I love her for that! I think everyone needs a Rowan and Starling in their lives.

Kirsten Hubbard's writing is so gorgeous, poetic, artful...I was sucked into every single detail of Central America: the island of Belize, the brilliance of Mayan Temples, the calm and feral nature of the Jungle, the beautiful people she meets in Laughingbird Caye, the soft wind that blows in the starlit night as you read in a swinging hammock. The author's own trips seemed to play a huge part in her specificity of setting, which I adore! On top of this, Hubbard shows off her beautiful drawings throughout the novel as Bria chronicles her journey. This aspect made Wanderlove feel like a diary. It also reads like a classic adventure story. By the end of the novel, I couldn't help but feel so excited for Bria!

I'm so happy that instead of buying the Kindle version, I bought the extra special, shiny hardcover novel. I want to take it with me on my own journeys, re-read it, make notes in the margins about writing well, and living life, and literally read until the pages fall away from its binding.

Bare in mind: Wanderlove contains slight profanity and sensuality (nothing graphic).

Wanderlove by Kirsten Hubbard, is a journey of growth, a journal, a work of art, a drawing together of people you would never meet if you never took a chance, a romance that is more than just a romance...its the journey of freedom that we all will (by God's Grace) experience in our lives. 

I give Wanderlove by Kirsten Hubbard 5 out of 5 cups of pineapple licuados.

P.S.- Wanderlove is also considered a 'New Adult' novel, as Bria and her friends have graduated high school, and are between the ages of 18 and 30! Pick it up, and lets get more 'New Adult' novels showcased.

Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry Book Review

Releases on July 31st 2012 by Harlequin Teen.

 No one knows what happened the night Echo Emerson went from popular girl with jock boyfriend to gossiped-about outsider with "freaky" scars on her arms. Even Echo can't remember the whole truth of that horrible night. All she knows is that she wants everything to go back to normal. But when Noah Hutchins, the smoking-hot, girl-using loner in the black leather jacket, explodes into her life with his tough attitude and surprising understanding, Echo's world shifts in ways she could never have imagined. They should have nothing in common. And with the secrets they both keep, being together is pretty much impossible. Yet the crazy attraction between them refuses to go away. And Echo has to ask herself just how far they can push the limits and what she'll risk for the one guy who might teach her how to love again.

 -Amazon

Pushing the Limits is an awesome debut novel by Katie McGarry! I had a feeling whilst reading the synopsis that I would not be able to put it down, and I wasn't disappointed. Once I started, I fell in love with Echo and Noah. It's everything I adore about YA realistic fiction.

Echo is wonderfully portrayed as a young woman whose life is turned upside down when she experiences a horrific event resulting in scarred arms, but cannot remember the event. Throughout Pushing the Limits, Echo deals with confusion and resentment towards her father and stepmother who protect her from her mother, and want so badly for her to return to her 'normal' self. Her father can seem extremely overbearing in his attempt to push her back into normalcy. On top of all of this, Echo is chosen to tutor Noah, who's known for being a stoner playboy, but is hard to resist.

Noah, more than his stoner reputation, is truly a wonderful character. Having experienced trauma all his own, he lives life with a chip on his shoulder, and wants more than anything to care for his brothers, and have a family again. When he meets Echo, he's automatically attracted to her, but wonders if she is merely one of the populars who cannot possibly relate to what he's experienced.

McGarry paints such a heartwrenching and realistic tale of these two haunted teens that come together after finding the one person who gets it! I can't tell you how much I enjoyed going on this journey with Echo and Noah. The romance between them is passionate, honest, and entertaining. They challenge one another, and blend so well, that I would follow their journey wherever it went. The most profound thing about these two is that they accept each other in the midst of all of the ugly that tends to be more intimidating for those around them. 

McGarry has a talent for creating multidimensional major and minor characters that now have a special place in my heart. Noah's friends, Beth and Isaiah, are beautiful as they have also endured harsh realities, and I definitely wanted to delve into their back and future stories. I loved that Echo is a talented artist, and is able to create such beauty in the midst of all the confusion. Noah has such a sincere love for his brothers that he got my heart immediately. McGarry is unafraid to touch on issues of mental illness and how it may or may not relate to art/heredity, and the rawness of feeling abandoned. These facets will definitely be relatable and drawing.

Bare in mind: Pushing the Limit contains profanity, sexual content, and what can be disturbing scenarios.

Pushing the Limits is a great love story with all of the right elements: passion, heartbreak, and mystery. If you love Simone Elkeles, you will LOVE reading Pushing the Limits. Those of you who, like myself, was intrigued by Beth, will be excited to know that she will have her own story called, Dare You To! I'll definitely be on the look out for more exciting stories by Katie McGarry.

I want to give huge thanks to HarlequinTeen for allowing me to have an Advance Reader Copy!

I give Pushing the Limits by Katie McGarry 5 out of 5 cups of Earl Grey.

Kippa Picks: Barely Breathing by Rebecca Donovan Book Review

Kippa Picks is a segment of Novel Days where I highlight Kindle novels that have been Self Published. 

Warning: There will be SLIGHT spoilers in this post, as it is the sequel to Reason to Breathe.

Emma’s struggle with an abusive home life came to a heart pounding conclusion in the final chapters of Reason to Breathe. Now everyone in Weslyn knows Emma’s secret, but Carol can’t hurt Emma anymore. Some are still haunted by the horror of that night, and some must face the repercussions of their choices. Fans of Rebecca Donovan’s debut novel will discover there’s still much to learn about Emma’s life.

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Rebecca Donovan has done it again, ladies and gentlemen. She never fails to plot her novels in such a way that readers will have no choice but to fall in love with everyone involved, break as they fall, and scream, "No!!!!!!," as it crescendos to an incredibly gut-wrenching cliff hanger.

Barely Breathing opens in the aftermath of Emma (Emily's) tragic experience with her Aunt. She now lives with her best friend Sara, and tries to start over with her incredibly supportive boyfriend, Evan. Emma takes on the opportunity to live with her mother for the first time since she was a child. Donovan has captured an abuse of a different sort in a way that is that is unsettling, and heartbreaking, but realistic. As I stated earlier, it is impossible not to feel for every single character in this novel, even Emma's mother, Rachel, who has succumbed to various rejections in a self destructive manner that leaves all those who have open themselves to help her at risk. Donovan further mixes the plot up a bit by the introduction of a new character, Jonathan, Rachel's proposed love interest, who grows closer to Emma than the two of them were prepared for. Jonathan is very intriguing, and easy to trust, which may prove to be wonderful, or regretful. In the midst of everything else happening, I found myself wanting to peel back his layers to understand his journey.

Once again, Donovan has a magic with characterization that is entirely believable. Nothing ever seems overdone, or underwhelming, but just right in leu of the circumstances. I found myself wanting to get frustrated with Emma towards the end of the novel (for reason's you'll understand when you read), but I couldn't even blame her. Sara, Emma's best friend, is also very much the supportive friend, and sister, jumping into the trenches when Emma needs her most. She even finds time for bits of romance on her own, which I was definitely excited for! Evan...one can't help but fall in love with him within his first few words. Donovan brings to light the challenge/risks he faces in being with Emma, how her actions affect his own, and his family. It was great to observe these challenges as they made me further relate to his character, and fall more for his patience and tenderness towards Emma.

The ending had me screaming in a crowded train car. In that moment, I didn't know whose side to take, or how even to speculate what could happen next. There is one person I felt so heartbroken over, and you'll find out...when you get to that place in the novel!

Barely Breathing is pretty much everything I love in a novel, realistic drama, heartfelt vulnerability, and even a  bit of fun/comedy. It will take you, as cliche as this sounds, on an emotional roller coaster, send you hurling towards the edge, and then leave you gasping for the next installement (which Ms. Donovan is hard at work on called, Out of Breath!).

I give Barely Breathing 5 out of 5 cups of Irish Breakfast Tea (this book deserves a stronger brew).

Bridge of Scarlet Leaves by Kristina McMorris Book Review

In this poignant and evocative novel by acclaimed author Kristina McMorris, a country is plunged into conflict and suspicion—forcing a young woman to find her place in a volatile world.


Los Angeles, 1941. Violinist Maddie Kern's life seemed destined to unfold with the predictable elegance of a Bach concerto. Then she fell in love with Lane Moritomo. Her brother's best friend, Lane is the handsome, ambitious son of Japanese immigrants. Maddie was prepared for disapproval from their families, but when Pearl Harbor is bombed the day after she and Lane elope, the full force of their decision becomes apparent. In the eyes of a fearful nation, Lane is no longer just an outsider, but an enemy.


When her husband is interned at a war relocation camp, Maddie follows, sacrificing her Juilliard ambitions. Behind barbed wire, tension simmers and the line between patriot and traitor blurs. As Maddie strives for the hard-won acceptance of her new family, Lane risks everything to prove his allegiance to America, at tremendous cost.


Skillfully capturing one of the most controversial episodes in recent American history, Kristina McMorris draws readers into a novel filled with triumphs and heartbreaking loss—an authentic, moving testament to love, forgiveness, and the enduring music of the human spirit.
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Bridge of Scarlet Leaves by Kristina McMorris can be defined as one of the most well done novels of 2012 thus far. This is the first World War II era novel that I've had the privilege of reading, and I'm so happy I got to experience a journey so beautiful. McMorris has taken me through so many emotions in my few days of reading--I didn't expect to feel what I felt! I purchased this novel from Kinokuniya, which I'm really excited I did, given the topic of this novel. From the moment I opened it, I couldn't tear myself away from it even if I tried. McMorris breaks the novel into seven parts, and writes from the varied perspectives of the main characters. It was so interesting to watch each point of view weave into the others, thus, tying the reader to each one.

Every single character is wonderfully human. I adored Lane and Maddie, and their ups and downs with staying united, regardless of the war that threatens to tear them apart. I loved learning about Japanese culture, and tradition, as Maddie does throughout the novel. TJ, Maddie's brother, is challenging, but not in a way that is unrelatable. I could feel his every struggle as he dealt with personal conflicts and pain. I would've loved to see more of Maddie's best friend, Jo. She is such a strong character that is charismatic and effervescent, yet, deals with her own struggles.

Not only is McMorris' writing style stellar, evoking the most classic of voices from the 40s, her research is impeccable. If she didn't come out and plainly state that this novel is a work of fiction, it could've easily read as a historical/biographical account! Yet, it is the true story of those who had to endure horrible racism, and removal from their homes as American citizens to camps labeling their culture and ethnicity a threat. My heart was broken so many times over the course of this story. But McMorris pens a novel of great hope, and knowledge that in the end, we are all fighting the same fight. This novel needed to be written. It will go into my Bookish Delights collection (novels with characters that feel like family members, and which will most likely be re-read).

Bridge of Scarlet Leaves is an epic novel filled with romance, adventure, and disturbing realities. It deserves high acclaim! Also, as much as I would rather some novels not become films, I can see this on the big screen!

I give Bridge of Scarlet Leaves 5 out of 5 cups of Earl Grey, and a cup of red bean ice cream!

Muchacho by Louanne Johnson Book Review

An inspiring YA debut from the author of Dangerous Minds.

Eddie Corazon is angry. He’s also very smart. But he’s working pretty hard at being a juvenile delinquent. He blows off school, even though he’s a secret reader. He hangs with his cousins, who will always back him up—when they aren’t in jail.

Then along comes Lupe, who makes his blood race. She sees something in Eddie he doesn’t even see in himself. A heart, and a mind, and something more: a poet. But in Eddie’s world, it’s a thin line between tragedy and glory. And what goes down is entirely in Eddie’s hands.

Gripping, thought-provoking, and hopeful, Muchacho is a rare and inspiring story about one teen’s determination to fight his circumstances and shape his own destiny.

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Muchacho by Louanne Johnson is surely a positive meal for the soul. I truly loved it, and have officially adopted it into my Bookish Delights Family (books with characters that feel like family members/books I will most likely re-read).  

This novel is the main character, Eduardo Corazon's, inner thoughts and musings detailing specific turning points in his life. I found that I was drawn to his narrative voice, the innocence, rawness, and inquisitive side of it. I loved experiencing his evolution from an unmotivated high school student, unwilling to step away from the box of being 'the cool bad boy,' to discovering his love for poetry, ballroom dancing, and the wonderful Lupe. Lupe is such a great character, smart, insightful, and the most confident high schooler. You can see why Eddie is so enamored by her. I loved hearing his thoughts on, Ms. Beecher, the teacher who changes his perspective on school and life. I also enjoyed reading of his experiences with his older cousin, Enrique (Primo), who is often misunderstood, and prone to attracting trouble. Once Eddie discovers his love for the written word, and begins to experiment with it, I fell even more in love with his narrative voice. 

If you are a fan of plot driven novels, then this one may not be for you. I'll admit that I was a bit put off by this at first, but as I got to know Eddie, I only wanted more of him, his experiences, and his thoughts about the people around him. Johnson does include scenes, but each one fulfills the particular focus of each chapter, as opposed to novels with filler scenes, and the like. Johnson is such a stellar writer, who made Eddie and his story come alive.

While reading, I felt as if I were given a glimpse of what it must feel like for a teacher to change a student's perspective of the world. I also remembered my days in high school, which were, like Eddie's, very unpromising. I had no idea what life meant outside of those high school walls, and I wondered how I would overcome a place that had no hope for me to do so. I needed this novel when I went to high school, yet everyone, no matter the age, can read this novel and gain positive refreshment.

Muchacho is a coming of age story about a young man who discovers the passion to change his life. It is not to be missed.

I give Muchacho by Louanne Johnson 5 out of 5 cups of Earl Grey, and a plate of enchiladas. (yeah, I said it!)

Stay With Me by Paul Griffin Book Review

Fifteen-year-olds Cece and Mack didn't expect to fall in love. She's a sensitive A student; he's a high school dropout. But soon they're spending every moment together, bonding over a rescued dog, telling their secrets, making plans for the future. Everything is perfect. Until. Until. Mack makes a horrible mistake, and in just a few minutes, the future they'd planned becomes impossible. In this stark new reality, both of them must find meaning and hope in the memories of what they had, to survive when the person they love can't stay.

From award-winning writer Paul Griffin, Stay with Me is both heartbreaking and uplifting, filled with characters (both dog and human) that will forever change the way you look at the world.

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Stay With Me by Paul Griffin is one of those novels that you never quite see coming, but it's a welcomed surprise!

Mack and Cece are two very intriguing teenagers, each standing on the opposite sides of life. Mack is a hardened young man who's dropped out of high school to take on this world alone. Griffin could have portrayed him as a guy who's a hardened 'bad-boy' type due to previous experiences in his life, but Mack has a sensitivity that makes him the most lovable guy. What redeems him totally is his connection with dogs, particularly pitbulls. In someways, Mack and the pitbull have profound symbolism, in that, pitbulls often have horrible reputations of being rabidly ferocious, but what we overlook is that pitbulls are trained, just like any other dog, to become that way through the treatment they are subjected to. The same is true for Mack, and you can see his sensitivity rising even as the part of him threatening to destroy everything remains. Cece, on the other hand, is a high achiever, trying her hardest to obtain a slot at a prestigious high school. She can hardly believe him when he expresses his awkwardly lovely interest in her. When Cece and Mack come together it's a fusion of intriguing awkwardness, and two people trying their hardest to stay above ground. It was wonderful to observe their discussions for the future, and discoveries.

I think Griffin may have become one of my favorite writers, what with his eye for detail and fluid lyricism. That alone gives this story a beautiful surrealism that is quite fresh. His setting is grounded in a pulsing urban atmosphere, but it's chock full of beauty if your willing to open up and peek in. Each character is wonderfully flawed, and I loved their varying points of view. Great tone and pacing. There are places in this novel that are so heartbreaking, especially as it crescendos towards the end. It's hard for a novel to make me cry, and for once, I wanted to. I wanted to fight for Mack and Cece, fight the powers that persisted in staunching their lives. But, it's a novel that when all is said and done, still has hope despite of all the challenges. I believe I may revisit this title again this year, God Willing.

Bare in mind: It contains depictions of violence, profanity, and sexual content.

I give Stay With Me by Paul Griffin 5 out of 5 cups of Earl Grey, and perhaps a few treats for your pup.